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Sometimes I wish I was sixteen again. To be naïve, weak, and broken. To live life by the lyrics that defined my life perfectly. Not be concerned with being consumed, but eager to bathe in the endless possibilities of imagination. Not to question the pain, but to embrace it. I wanted to write a song that people would here to magically guide them to where exactly they needed to be. I wanted to use my pain for the beneficiary of others.

I have a firm belief our greatest creativities are creations from our sorrows, and it’s because of that that sometimes I wish I was still naïve, weak, and broken. But there comes a time where the story in the song ends, and those final notes lead you to a place where only your own mind can guide you. And in the midst of the sorrow and betrayal, our bodies still continue to pump the blood through our hearts and into our minds and souls to let us know that we are still alive without the music.

So yes, I do miss being young and living life by those lyrics. But in the end of it all, I wouldn’t trade anything for the strength I’ve received from my own silent melody.

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you’d never catch me doing this.

you’d never catch me doing this.

"Don’t ever feel like you’re not good enough. You’re MORE than perfect to someone in this world."

Unknown

"Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly."

Who are you now, Sleeping With Sirens

Hmph.

I think I’ve given up on humanity. People love to hurt one another and no one seems to stand up against it nowadays. I just don’t understand.

Maybe I’m missing something. Maybe all this pain is ‘worth it’. Sure, I’ve gone through my fair share, and yes I’m happy and in love. But I won’t bow down to harsh treatment. I know when to say stop, to put my feelings out of it and say no more. Maybe that’s all a part of growing up.. Learning it’s okay to walk way sometimes. Who knows really. All I’m sure of is that people need to hurt themselves before they can understand.

You really can’t save everyone.